Good morning, Lord.
Father, please help me to remain humble and patient and wait for your will, for your rescue!! I want to take things into my own hands and abandon this place of no heat and almost non-functioning computers! I am frightened, Lord. Things have gotten WORSE!! I still trust you, though. You have provided the barest essential for me to keep my sanity — a space heater. And that is keeping me from abandoning this sinking ship altogether. It is allowing me to stay put long enough to give you a CHANCE to rescue us. But Father, you KNOW that cold distracts me, makes me angry, triggers the worst of my rage and my fear! I thank you for giving me this opportunity to grow, Lord, but on top of everything ELSE that has been happening, I fear that I will be unfaithful to you if things get any worse. Father, please help me with these tears. Amen.
Psalm 18:25-33 KJV
With the merciful thou wilt shew thyself merciful; with an upright man thou wilt shew thyself upright;
With the pure thou wilt shew thyself pure; and with the froward thou wilt shew thyself froward.
For thou wilt save the afflicted people; but wilt bring down high looks.
For thou wilt light my candle: the LORD my God will enlighten my darkness.
For by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall.
As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him.
For who is God save the LORD? or who is a rock save our God?
It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.
He maketh my feet like hinds’ feet, and setteth me upon my high places.
Father, I may not be pure or even upright, but I pray you make me faithful, because YOU have been so faithful to me and to my family. You have been my Rock throughout my life, and I trust you to lead me to high places and make me forever able to follow you. Amen! 😀